Thursday, July 31, 2008
It is just a misunderstanding.
not here to make enemies.
):
life is already hard as it is.
life's really taking a toll on me.
i want my friend back.
i dont want quarrels at home.
i want to do better in school but it just demoralises me more to
see pathetic grades and come out from tests feeling clueless):
but you cant always have everything you want.
can you?
on the verge of giving up.
things are already so bad.
if i give up, things will get worser than they already are.
so what can i do,
i can just move on and WORK HARDER.
how is this possible when everything seems so bleak
and there is no motivation.
i`m really tired.
let me hear something happy.
once will do.
for now.
tick tock.
time still passes.
and with time, things will get better? right.
i hope so.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
TODAY WAS HOT!
(:
literally!
city tour with the class was awesome
and i felt the guide knew so much about singapore to the
point i never heard half of the things she talked about before.
it was a new experience learning new things!
i enjoyed it very the much.
haha(:
pictures and details soon. ( mr png! , mouldy bread, squirrel , baby merlion )
ohyeah! fish&co with 07 is love.
and esther has found a new love in sweetlips empress
and i have for classic ice cocoa from starbucks!
ahh! heavenly!
Monday, July 28, 2008
current tv addiction
since i`m done with ugly betty season 2
and all 18 episodes of gossip girl
and desperate housewives season 4
IS.....
LIPSTICK JUNGLE!
i should start on sex and the city soon!(:
after exams i shall!
HAHA(:
yay!
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
NO.
i am not okay.
and neither are you):
is this the end?
*why does this always happen to me. am
i so unlucky and not destined to have
______. i feel useless. *
on the other hand, i still have 3 tests to go.
so since so, i shall just leave it here.
and focus.
god,help me.
have you ever felt alone before?
i do.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
YAYYY!
there is a sequel to my corrent fave all time movie
which made me cry i might add
SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELLING PANTS!
where ugly betty ( AMERICA FERRERA ) and serena van der woodsen? ( BLAKE LIVELY! ) actresses are in!
YAY YAY YAY.
this was released in 2005.
but i just watched it!
SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELLING PANTS 2!
the 2008 one has been completed.
woopie dee.
GIRLS!
i highly recommend ya'll to watch this.
includes : hothotboys.
good evening everyone(:
before the 20th of JULY 2008 marking the 20 months for
t.&r. ends..
i totally have to blog abt today.
before depression ( hopefully not! ) and stress from studies and upcoming test looms by.
okay well today was fabtastical(:
and it started of messy but t has a plan for ething.
and so we went to kallang leisure park where we just sat in the car at the carpark and began eating the cheesecake from the cafe he bought ( yippee! new tastes for me to try )
its as good as it looks(:
afterwhich, with rain pelting and not exactly wanting to go KLP.
we cammies(:
then we went to change from his sissys car to his dads and headed to TM.
while waiting to parn and such we went about singing all this old songs and whistling the parts we didint know together.
what a blast hahaha
then it was TM
aft returnign momma's book we went to TOYS`R US.
where i got an amazingly cute orangey monkey water bottle*winks*
and we gt matchy matchy tigger and pooh baby sofeties(:
yayness!!!
then he drove me to eastpt
where we got i went to get tokoyaki
( nad! they have ham&cheese )
and trav's muah chee and dragon's beard! ( which he let me try ! and it is awesome goodness i tell you! i am so gna buy one tomorrow(: )
yay! two new tastes today!
time to loose weight.
haha right!
okayokay.work reen
work!
the leap years! says:hello shonathe leap years! says:sry srythe leap years! says:i reached homethe leap years! says:had dinnerthe leap years! says:watch abit of tvthe leap years! says:now i just came out from showeringthe leap years! says:call u in awhile.r.e.e.n - HELLIOUS WEEK 1 done. WEEK 2 next says: love
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Thursday, July 17, 2008
JAPANESE test result WAS TERUK!
ahh.
what is happening man):
reeen reen!
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
accounting test was teruk.
):
agh.
jap and tto here i come ):
Monday, July 14, 2008
momma's flying on the 2nd of august saturday afternoon
till 11th of august):
I WISH I WASNT BORN.sometimes
* i feel the need to type this coz i really really feel i do alot of wrong things.
and that results me to hurting so many other people's feelings.
and i make so many stupid decisions that put me in a dilemma
and i never do things i have the ability to do.*so yes,
if I wasnt around,
sometimes, i really feel things would be better.
):
accounting test tomorrow.&& maybe i`m just saying this coz i`m sad.i've been feeling pretty miserable lately.and i think i know why):but its smthing i cant change.
never a bonus and never will be.
its not a necessity i will ever need from you.
maybe its a pleasantry once in a while..
its not important to me.
whats important is that you're with me.
i want a cuddle(:
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Friday, July 11, 2008
alright then.
so the week is OVER!
and it has been one of the MOST craziest week ever.
i have skipped BESE and JAP lectures. 3 weeks already.
&& thats really really super duper BAD.
in other news, jap test really sucked..maybe its coz
i didint really study for it...
usually i would the night before..
but the night before happened to be my ssm day!!*screams*
so i studied*** in the morning.
well, so far i have like 7 mistakes.
tsk...
like BANRAKU is ____ , SENHAPPYAKU is ______, unlucky numbers are _______, shinjo is what colour? ........ and MORE!
GAHHHH!
and its 30 % ( OMGZZZZZZ )
SO SSM.
well as i predicted.
i became assistant headwaiter.
and i only found out 2 days ago.
TRABLOODYLA.
so i rushed ething from pick up charts to details for the crew.
and trying not to panic everytime the headwaiter does.
its a really painful but delightful experience..
dont think i would mind doing it again..perhaps with a different person..
and i really feel we did quite well considering we had
62 guests...
the slackiest was 42 guests...and it made servicing seem GOOD.
last day at toptable for me ROCKED.
so yeah...i got prof test 2 coming up
&
sir for your inspectionbetter not come out as
sir, your cork!HAHAHAHHA
the good news is that
my geog ppt is yay! less than 500 kb. 496kb...
wah sui sui.
and tto is done altho there were some last minutes...
but its all done baby! with a nice appendix section and seperators.
now i've got...
TTO PPT,BESE TASK,INDIVIDUAL BESE for 8 AugustJAP ROLEPLAY SCRIPTING* GEOG PEER APPRAISAL ( 10 marks )
Saturday, July 5, 2008
i think i have partially lost myself somehow somewhere
i know i havent always been a strong person
but i once felt i was.
i know i'm not sensitive with whatever jokes people may have to say
and whatever lashings people give me like shouting in my face.
or maybe because its been a really really long time since i've recieved such treatment
and getting it now is like a slap across my face.
i keep telling myself, " there are going to be more people worse than this and if i am going to cry and melodrama over it, i will not survive"
but i still react like a dumb ass.
crying for ssm ( i cant believe i CRY during SSM ) looks even wierder to type
and that when mad's members were joking,
i freaking took it too heart.
):
i am so depressed.
to top it all off, the corrupted pictures i cant help feeling bad with):
ebody must be disappointed too!
ARGH
* i need to go somewhere and scream,cry and let out all my disappointment and rage, somewhere no one can hear me from*
WHY MUST THIS COME NOW?
i HAVE SOOO many deadlines already.
why why why.
ohgreat.
my classmate just called to say , be prepared to be AHW.
coz u are one of those who has never and will never been
and u do not have prof test 2.
):
and seeing how things are.
i might just be.
my head is talking and its saying:
BUT YOU KNOW SOMETHING REEN.THIS ARE THINGS YOU CAN CONTROL.SO CONTROL IT REEN.THE WAY YOU SEE IT,will be the way it will turn out to be.so YOU JOLLYWELL TURN IT AROUND!
what it wrong with me.
sigh.
yours anonymously,
anon.
Friday, July 4, 2008
this video is hot.
she's hot
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lF4muY4xdU
I AM DISAPPOINTED BEYOND BELIEF
THAT ALL MY RACIAL HARMONY PICTURES
2008 HAVE BECAME CORRUPTED JUST
WHILE TRANSFERRING FROM MY CAMERA THUMBDRIVE
to MY LAPTOP.
I HAD TO REFORMAT MY WHOLE XD cam card so ALL OTHER
precious pictures are gone!
):
all grp pix are gone.
i only have VIDEOS AND THIS
ALOT OF THIS LARH.
and all my groupie fotoswith tamil and syarah andmerlyn and sharleneand pangcheng's muscles and head,yann chang a nd headband
andtravun and dom and philip andbarry and barry on motorbikeand mayamin,dinah,hazira,nafisah
AND miss chan, miss tricia LIM!!!
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
are ALL GONE.F*ing GONE):
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i even planned to put it all up on facebook la.
freaking precious.
gAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
okay.
its over.
time to focus on projects
and as travun said, there's always next time.
changkat please have a racial harmony 2009.
afterwhich, with rain pelting and not exactly wanting to go KLP.
then we went to change from his sissys car to his dads and headed to TM.
then it was TM
first time eating my bros FnN cooking and i must say it is not bad...he said there was an R on top but it gt squashed when he closed the lid of his tupperware! hahahaha. coffee cuppycake!
THIS IS WHAT I CALL FAN-tastic!
ALL TOGETHER NOW~!
OF moustache&chef hats
good movie, confused at some stage, nadia finally realised which one was heath ledger ( he acts well RIP ), felt some scenes were unnecessary coz perhaps i dont understand :S and i laughed alot! hahahaa. and i tink the COINman more scary than joker. hahahaha! EYEBALLS coming out.
and the day ended of with macdees which is SUPERB.
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