ever felt as though u were looking through an album and u were so transfixed with its contents that ur surrounding just ceases to exist?
-a walk down memory lane...
looking at the photographs and juz thinking about its simplicity
yet reaching it was quite complex from the very beginning
you start to wonder
abt how thingz have became
the times that have changed
and u begin cherishing what you have
u grasp it tightly . not ever wanting to let go
coz letting go would mean losing everything..
then you start deciding and realise ur desires that seem so big are juz little pigments now
and that the smallest things end up mattering the most
a walk down memory lane..enlightening.
is it not?? =)
(((:
ONCE,AGAIN, NAVIGATE with the words " THIS IS MY LOVE STORY!"!!
&& the special dudes and dudettes vis-a-vis miscellaneous
if there's one thing I've learnt how to do : it is to love you. if there's one thing I have left to do : it is to fully trust you.
and i do. and until i fully do that and listen to you unconditionally, when you tell me to study and not procrastinate and to sleep early, I am to trust you , because all you'd want is the best for me. and I am to trust you because of this.
If there's one thing you know, its me. you know what drives me nuts, what pushes me, what saddens me, what makes me happy, what makes me high. and when I am not sure who I am, you reinstate me, you reassure me.
this should make you trust me.
reen <3 travun.
* no more she says *
i know i am mushy here, i cant help it...(: * BIG GOOFY GRIN =D *
Saturday, June 28, 2008
nadia's 18th birthday withnasha and kikin.
* before the outing started nasha gt lost trying to find F&Co. thinking i was telling her to find Figs and Olive...sheesh *
day started of with getting lost trying to find FIGS & OLIVE @ Bencoolen street. which we eventually found, after bumping into an AWESOME place to take pictures @ ... once we reached F&O we quickly ordered and ate.
* wine glass holding *
this is when nasha gave us AWESOMELY cute bears(:
afterwhich, more picturetaking...
THE HIGHLIGHT :
after washroom@rendezvous and a long walk.... we went off to get DESSERT(: yummy doodle. @ Fish&Co. while waiting for dessert to come... the SURPRISE TAKES place with me blindfolding her(: HEHEH..
and after several preperations.... she looked like this...
and the finishing touch, KISSES FROM US...
and when the cake came, the birthday tradition by fish&Co. was carried out, which is awesome.. and thanks to a bunch of people also eating, we all sang for her.
* she looks darn happy with her SPARKLES! *
HAHA LOVE!
and opening nasha's present the bag is AWE AWE AWE SOME!
picture taking again...
snext place, settler's at clarke quay!
* fairy princess needing cash! HAHHAAHA *
SETTLERS was fully PACKED): so we went my fave... PAISLEY AND CREAM!
nasha looks really good here(: HAHA
and then she opened presents
* WHATS THAt I SEE..I SPY...a...T BUTT BACK * HAHA
*i really wanna noe what she's thinking here! prolly something like " THIS GIRL IS RELATED TO ME?! ohmy*
and nasha had to go home, and me and nadia did too...surprisingly early.. so i went to crash her house! mamali sent me home(: yay.
ITS BEEN THE BEST DAY. I KNOW ITS NOT MY BIRTHDAY. but i thoroughly enjoyed it. i wish ameera, travun and shafiq could have came though, it'd be soo fun(:
ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY 18th NADIA binte MOHD ALI! its been a good 11th of JUNE.
apparently someone's friday the 13th went off supa great(:
okay lalas. it seems like my life in the blog world is kinda blah. and well it kinda is BLAH!
things i havent blogged about that were sorta interesting would be - nadia's birthday - SSM lessons & prof tests - fieldtrip with the tto group
and i really would wanna blog about them its just that..since i am not obliged to, i dont. life's been dull except for the occasional seeing travun and mad, phoebe and groupmates slack session.
and everythings taking a TOLL already. and i want to sleep. like HIBERNATE but this is not possible because...
27 June: 1. Geography Daft due, 12nn. 30 June - 4 July: 1. BOE Proposal Submission 2. SSM Written Test 7 July: 1. TTO Submission, 10am. 11 July: 1. Geog Submission, 12nn. 21 July onwards: 1. TTO Peer Appraisal. 2. TTO tour evaluation, 8.30-12nn. 8 August: 1. Geography peer appraisal. 2. Geograophy field trip evaluation. 3. BESE Individuall Portfolio Submission After 8 August: Exams...
P.S : i hope things get better. like ,i wanna join THIS :
ANNOUNCEMENT
STUDENT VOLUNTEERS NEEDED FOR THE FORMULA ONETM SINGTEL SINGAPORE GRANDPRIX, SEPTEMBER 2008
Singapore is hosting one leg of the Formula OneTM 2008 World Championship race series.It will be the first Formula OneTM street race in the ASEAN region and first ever night-time event in F1’s history.
You now have the UNIQUE OPPORTUNITY to participate as Volunteer Staff in this history-making 2008 Formula OneTM Singtel Singapore Grand Prix.
What you will receive:
§Certificate of participation
§Transport allowance of $10 per day
§SEAL points
§Pre-event training
3 easy steps to sign up:
Step 1 – please register your interest with your class repby providing your name (in full); student admin number; hp number. Class reps will forward to Mr Revi Nair at revinair@tp.edu.sg using the required template to be given.
Step 2 – attend the briefing that will be held on 8 July (for LRM and HTM students)at Auditorium 2, from 4-6 pm.
Step 3 – attend the interview session (please check your student email for date, time and location); the interview will be carried out on a group basis and will last for about 10-15 minutes per group.
Please note that Kelly Services will be conducting the interviews and the selection process for the student volunteers.
For more details – call 1800-227 3377 or email singaporegp@kellyservices.com.sg
...........and get to meet reeeeeeyan * i think *
P.P.S : i regret not joining SA.
P.P.P.S : i should stop procrastinating
Thursday, June 26, 2008
those were the days, eating crunchie and applying chocolat lipstick with them. this is soo long ago. it actually feels like it was just yesterday. the times when we were so carefree and goody two shoes.
syafiqah and reen talks. and its like ething is behind us..for hours and hours on end. lots of misses.
so is the car thing going to be a new tradition? haha. someday i will drive too!
i cant stop thinking of a tank top looking like this! i would buy it on the spot if i ever see this. i reallly really think so.
i am fortunate to have you. now study hard baby.
* i want time to stop whenever i`m with him, perhaps because there never really is so much time...and as time passes the dawned upon inevitably will happen and it will really really really suck, so yes please, Freeze time, freeze it *
he is A-MAZE-ING!i love the way he looks in retro sunglasses! uber cute!ahhh(: i love tandem biking!and i love letting him lie on my knee * though he thinks this causes me pain, i fail to see this as my thighs have doubled in size from secondary school and the fats have made me not feel any pain at all*i love it when we share abt airport stuffand i especially love the cute way he says things before he things and words like ROLEX becomes LOREX *haha! *handcufs* and when PHOTOGRAPHIC memory becomes PHOTOGENIC memory.omg.he cracks me up like MADness.but i let him say them cause it makes him, well, him(: and bestestly. i love my rainbow hairband. AHHH!
and he's really really really AWESOMElicious.
* in crazy abt T. mode..okay wait, i am kinda always am*
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
SLEEPING WITH STYLE :b
RANDOM POST- came across while watching vidz ............................
who knew there were various styles and meaning to how couples sleep? well i didint, so i found this quite amusing. found this on the net! pretty funny.
its funny when he does the SUPERMAN method. ahaha. " u can play computer games, text, read french poetry! " hahahahaha..
(:
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
i always wondered what this phrase meant
" Dressed to the nines "
Dressed flamboyantly or smartly.
Origin
The phrases 'to the nines', or 'to the nine', were used to indicate perfection - the highest standards. That was in use in the 18th century, as here from William Hamilton's Epistle to Ramsay, 1719:
"How to the nines they did content me."
got this from phrases.org.uk.
Monday, June 16, 2008
today was a good good day. met mr army boy in the morning. makes me deliriously happy. he cooked me his special maggie while i prepared his prata for him. then we jst chilled and played with the dice. (:
then afterwards i finally met charlene for.. who actually cancelled but decided its time to not be an ASS. and so she met me and we went TM to like, run my errands, chat,take pics. and i got a WHOLE BOX OF FERRERO ROCHER... * i can all you people's faces contorting into pout cz ur jealous * and this cute looking london chocolat cake. took pics and went home.
yay.
okay i gtg do some work, go to sleep coz gt to wake up at freaking 7.30 am tmr to bring LITTLE bro to the dentist tmr.sheeshs..
and yes, i gt lots of previous days to post on. procrastinator! me
Saturday, June 14, 2008
WHAT FUCKED up DAY.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
baby come back. i know times will never be the same again somehow. i feel like a kite being stringed along where life takes me. it goes there and then.
i miss security. i miss warmth. i barely see.........
crap is this emo thing contagious?! anyways, i wanna meet syalala, charlene and hannah . call me! i cant contact u guys. and i need you guys coz life's a bust.
soleha asked, is it true in a relationship, everything starts all flowery and then everything bad starts showing up as time passes.. - i guess its true, coz the person is already part of you, the good parts and the bad ones, and as time waits for no one, it will be revealed in due time...which makes me realise, the people whom have short term relationships most of the time might be because of fear, the action of leaving because things turn bad and running away is the best option, is it cowardly? i really admire those relationships lasting 10 years, like, i really wonder how all this happens though i understand , there are problems........ however they know how to fix it...this makes the best couples(: i wish i can learn from them too...but its part of life, you learn yourself coz every relation you make is unique in its own ways. I cant imagine living in a dating life with a cyclical ' break up when things get bad ' and 'move on to others ,still with the same problem, enjoy the flowery romance' and when it gets tough ' BREAK UP'......
i'll live a life full of doubt. that's when SHARING comes in handy.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
today was a fine fine day. celebrated naddy's birthday
somehow i dont picture my 18th to be so special, perhaps of what is happening lately. ppl backing out, squabbles, blames, restricted feelings. its not a good year. and my study is atrocious,i gta buck up. i need me. i need wan. i need zukhaireen.
gloom fills me. ):
i will update on the outing soon.(:
is FREEDOM what you seek? because i seek SECURITY.
what do you seek?
Monday, June 9, 2008
cycled at east coast today with half of 07. had a really good time wid a great class PICs soooon(: but it was tres tiring. i bet aft tonights sleep my legs gna be cramp on tuesday. but its okay since its project day with tto and geog groupies(:
afterwhich,went home did the stuff i needed to and went for dinner with 04 @ EHUB! essentially one of the best class ever. with madeline and phoebe! cant wait for our outing on wed!!! ( phoebe pls dont back out please(: ) there were some complications but they decided on pool. i did wanna get my hands on bowling though. heh(: i had to go home in the end.. pooh): never get to pool. its okay travun will pool with me right bf? haha.
i really really really miss you. more actually.
then gta get supplies!
Sunday, June 8, 2008
i tore the flesh in the inside of my mouth today.. those pink ones.. which always have alsa's** its freakin painful and its all thanks to a tokoyaki ball. a hot steaming oozing one.
i freaking miss u.
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Its A test. To see if we can withstand it its not time yet. please dont let it be. its time for changes and effort. chemistry takes place. the past whats holding it together. It's too strong to let go like currents in the most rapid water. It's time like this when i need you most. deariez. i love you. mm
there are bigger lies than the ones you have just proclaimed to have done missy.
once we reached F&O we quickly ordered and ate.
and after several preperations....
and the finishing touch,
the bag is AWE AWE AWE SOME!
nasha looks really good here(: HAHA
* WHATS THAt I SEE..I SPY...a...T BUTT BACK * HAHA
* what happened to ur eyes sweetheart? haha *
