Living in the days that pass by
doing things that take up the time
but in the end not knowing if its what I really want to do.
What do i want to do?
That lost feeling.
Sure, i expose myself to different areas to make myself holistic perhaps
Sure, i try hard to keep the flame alive
Sure, i know how important knowing what your goal in life is
Nowadays i feel like I am just floating.
The brain juices arent flowing
The enthusiasm dies down
Keep distancing and going glassy eyed over a random moment
Wondering, what am I doing? What For?
Perhaps its coz, for a long time, I have not achieved the things i want to achieve.
For a long time I have not felt the desire and drive to do things
In a different manner, my manner.
So much to do but so little time
But what is that SO MUCH?
Life goes on..
But do I?
I miss me.