ever felt as though u were looking through an album and u were so transfixed with its contents that ur surrounding just ceases to exist? -a walk down memory lane... looking at the photographs and juz thinking about its simplicity yet reaching it was quite complex from the very beginning you start to wonder abt how thingz have became the times that have changed and u begin cherishing what you have u grasp it tightly . not ever wanting to let go coz letting go would mean losing everything.. then you start deciding and realise ur desires that seem so big are juz little pigments now and that the smallest things end up mattering the most a walk down memory lane..enlightening. is it not?? =) (((:



ONCE,AGAIN, NAVIGATE with the words " THIS IS MY LOVE STORY!"!!

and she's the bomb(:

My first try!

weee, this is my first time updating on the entry list! pardon my insufficient use of colours and all! =P... but i can POST! wahahahahaha

Travun~

i wish they knew they are not always right
i wish they knew i try as hard to make them happy
and that i am not lazy..
i do things like chores.
i wish they knew that i have a life and their restricting it.
and they think "i dont like living at home" and that " what wil she do at home..nothing..useless"
I AM not useless!
I wish they knew I am old enough not to have curfews of 7pm ):
I wish i was not grounded so i can see my friends whom i miss
phoebe.mad.soleha.charlene.syafiqah.hajar....
):


why must you be like that.

Bon Appetit darhLINGS.

for you sharlene.
hey sharlene tan..do you like lily allen?

i wanna get a Mypicanto My Style carrrr(:
please.

either in
soda orange,*** ( 1st choice )
princess pink,
fresh yellow ( cheese car )
orr
scarlet red(:


YAY(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you tamilarasan(:

nothing interesting happened today...but i did watch an amazing thriller mooovie(:
with mummy and daddy!

CAUSE baby i will be here for you.
ALWAYS.
JUST BECAUSE

onwards with holiday!

___th MARCH
LIBRARY & IKEA
i went to ikea today.
so happy.
i love going there and picturing my future room
honestly if i could have my room my wayy.. the balcony would have a rich magenta, the mirror side will be a rich red and the part my bed faces will be a deep champagney pink....unfortunately mum's like "it wont match curtains " I would have built in wooden steps to my reading area ( currently cluttered with teddy bears n whatnots" and my bedside table will be MUCH bigger and my bed will totally be a four poster with the curtains or what not...my walls would totally be covered in like posters or fluff...(: HAHA. though, i wldnt mind having emma roberts in UNFABULOUS's room...
mine is tres boring.
aniway, i was there with travun for a purpose.
the cheesecake and to get mirrors and frames.
so i only went there awhile and travun enjoyed himself being pushed on each bed...

and we gt ourselves a small plush each.yay
ellie for t. liona for me.





then we cabbed to bedok library!
i love bedok lib it has soooooo many books i wanna read(:
heh.
i picked 20 but narrowed to 8.
i went berserk there coz i totally lack reading during skooltime):

then we cabbed home aft getting inspirasi fotos.

peekies :



16th MARCH

bro went to reborn his hair.
fairly straight.
unfortunate he had to cut it shorter coz he was called out at skool...):




then went to og coz there was a 20% !!
cldnt get my everlast girl pumps):
so i gt mine at bugis junctions everlast.
they dun have the one i wanted ons ae for 24.90..( black with pink rims )
so i got an olive greeen with vertical patterns instead!

this night was byfar my worst.
and now to try..
harder than before.
coz thats life...
(:
happy memoirs.
sad memoirs.
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15th MARCH
CLASS OUTING WITH 4e2.
was quite fun though there werent many who came..
super quick overview on those who came....
so the day started off with me being late
and royston, yann chang, kenny and zhao hwee were there!
HAHAH.
when i came by cab wid travun, met lene , dom,viv,sq at macdonalds
and met the rest at the pool place above.
where zhao hwee vs. yann chang.
when compared to dom and trav who played later on were abit slower.
gosh trav and dom play realll well...i guess its coz of thsoe late nights!
I WANNA PLAY...someday(: travun please teach me. thank you.
then we headed to bowl~ at marine bowl
which was like a bad start for me and dom kept throwing insults which I was abit pissed by..
but nvm...i still had fun.
at least when people laughed at my lousyness its an indication they are happy(:
so i bowled two rounds...and had to rush home..
by cab.
glad we managed to squeeze picture moments!
sorry i couldnt have dinner with you guys):


pool play

could this be the end...

i wish that blood could flow through me
and not be clogged
by what it seems to be
as endless pain.

how i spent my 2 weeks ( so far ).

29th feb - sleepover with naddy
1st March - interview at explorerkids.
i cant wait for E!hub.
there's gna be a ferris wheel IN the mall itself.
YAY! and ice skating rink IN the 3rd level which will belong to EXPLORERKIDS only!

2nd March - went to cousin's house for kenduri


saw the cutest car ever!



and dad said he wants me to do my BTT. AHAH.so much for not wanting me ( Miss Klutz ) to drive.

3rd March
Saw travun after 2 weeks in the morning.
went for class chalet in the afternoon.

4th March
watched leap years with vun! (:
awesome mooovie.




*swensens afterwards*

5th March
Job interview at thaiexpress@Springvale.
start work on 17th March. ( call me on 15th )
oh frigs, i didint get it,haiz.

7th March
Dentist appt @ 10am.
but i was late by 28mins!
dentist shocked i get paid for chores.
haha. minimum(: but its worth it....

went to watch P.S I Love you with travun.
raighttt. pai seh i love you.
HAH.
good good day.
i had taco bell!
i had my gelatissimo! (FINALLY!too bad there wasnt ferrero rocher flava.): )

i had TRAVUN with me to bully.( tho he said i was HONGKONG! *look at top&neckie)

ahahaha.
CINELEISURE had so many memories for me
like HONEYSTARS day and flowers surprise. sweet!

8th and 9th March
TEMP 2 days JOB and CHINA-TOWN.
AHA! long story for this.
8th -
went there at 12pm.
and straightaway started the job after changing to the 5* SHIRT! ( grr to shirt! )
and eone spoke in chinese to me..i let them talk till they're done.
coz they were at it super FAST...then I said
" Wo pu hui chang huai yi , Wo se Malai-ren , Tui Pu Qi "
* i`m spelling it how i pronounce it*
and they say it in english with chinese accent.
hahhaha.
i was doing sign languages the whole day at it.
so i was at posted to be at the redemption counter giving out
Australian red wine to those who spend 500 dollars above.
and like, ppl came for other stuff.
the free poker card doorgifts that were given were on demand
but it turned me OFF seeing one person take 3 commenting they had family who wanted it.
and i`m like RIGHT!
there were like ALOT of free food at the reception area and its like when the food came eone queued for it...i tink passerby's too.(car park nearby)
gosh! free food does work.
but the queue was for the kebab sold by egyptian dudes.
i had the big piece ones!
* TOO BAD to YOU *

well that was mostly the first day.
meeting different ppl.
chopping!
I LOVE CHOPPING.
it is officially one of my fave hobby!
and the unveil of the ugly side of people.
alot of slotting today too!
but all in prep for the next day.

met two great htm seniors there.vivien and audrey and they're super nice.
and macdonalds belanja-ed is awesome
(:

9th -
the next day
pretty much fully prepared.
was ready to start and fully excite but
i saw the same people from the day b4 eating infront of me.
NVM! i had my chocolat eclairs to make me SMILE!
i wish they were frozen.
gawd! i love them sooo....hahahah.

many wanted plastic bags * this made me wonder, like why? *
tsk.
they kept wanting the blue paper bag but when i gave it to one person,
5 more came.
sheesh.plastic bag it is.

things were around the same as yst,
till it came to the part where i had to get my pay at the end of the day.
they were giggling and said " you all gta wash the shirt then come back and return it if you want to get you pay "
i was like fish. U KIDDING ME!
i almost said this! i swear,*infuriating*
i didint tho.
.came home with mad all pissified.

10th March
Met Mad and went to taka to get attached to a recruitment agency.
RECRUIT EXPRESS.
met evon/yvonne.
*hopes to get SOME job*
PLEASE

Unfortunate! to go back to chinatown due to wanting to get the pay DESERVED!
all the way there.
Mad was like, thank go this day served as a function. if not going all he way there would seriously be a waste-of-TIME.

met travooooooo @ vivoooooooooooo!
a maze at daiso for him
* i wna get blond hair streak *
we finally settled at Figs&Olive.
yummy food.

*his. usual fish and chips*

*hers. chicken bbq with mash potato *


*Ours. bullwinkle chocolate*

~ wanted to try nad's recommended fish cheese but was afraid?
HAHA.
aniway, trav said another time ah. *fine by me*

10,000 B.C is AWESOME
caught it with daddy and bro.
YAYYY.

11th March.
met charlene bestie.
gave her a cheerie up gift part !
went to park mall for interview @ I*MI.
went to sg shopping centre for CT.
wierd wierd experiences.

i. was a _____ experience coz she was shocked i came without a parent
since i am 17. and furious at colleague who didint ask my age to inform me.
long nails and light blue shadow.
i think she over-informed me till info got all jumbled up
all i knew was that i needed parents approval and $1000 for 10 shots to guarantee 99%
chance of getting photo jobs.
but this was done in 30 mins.
ahaha. lesson learnt : never beat ard bushes!
so nada this.

ct. was a WIERD experience.
and A LONG ONE.
i waited 1hr40mins for this!
bored to DEATH i swear.
haiz.
and I was interviewed or rather interviewing coz i was talking mostly.
and yes I am interested.
and she said my ear had fats and wants them! ( coz chinese sayings: fat ear means have no prob with food,life,money! )
WALAO.
scare me.
and was like " there's two types, one with portfolio, one without "
obv i wouldnt wanna pay thousands and i wanted to noe the one without.
i JUST WANTED EXPERIENCE WOMAN.
and she's like.
"you really wanna noe"
i said "yes..."
*SHE LAUGHS OUT LOUD!*
okay,
nada to you too.
explains the PARTIALLY wasted my time.

then charlene had her first taste
of fried mars bars with choco ice cream!
and I had my pretzel.
and we took pictures.
which she wont allow me to put here YET!( coz she cut her hair )
SOON!

babe! so sorry you had to wait for me sooo long.
i didint noe
but i am sure darn glad u were there with me.
if not i`d be sooo scared and LONELY!
love u BESTIE!
I HOPE YOU GET INTO TP!

{ this space will be filled with our pics! soon i hope! }

12th & 13th March 08.
UP! your service course! with my beloved madeline and phoebe liew(:
missed phoebe tons! ):
* turtle emoticon* at her sight!
so lala.

12th march.
it was good.
we had a male tutor and mrs thomas/thompson?
HAHA. ( phoebe's mad when i get confused)
and it was all good
tho i felt that RON K. was doing most of the talking.
THROUGH video that is..
HAH..
he had ALOT of hand actions and the stretch of words that people use with their throat like "rrrrrrriiiight thing to do"
so it was quite entertaining.
and i LISTENED OKAY.

CRIMINAL
BAZIC
EXPECTED
DESIRED
SURPRISING
UNBELIEVEBLE

HAHA...with all the actions and stuff.
breaks were mostly spent at design today with denise and rachel.
denise and rachel are fun to be with
like i never knew that we'd have a common ground to talk about with till it
came to chalet and meet ups wen i really get to know them
maybe its a HTM thing.
its good to be OPEN sometimes(:

so we continued.
i like CLAPPERS
and SWEETS!

and then we got home on a rainy rainy day...
where things became worse.

level 4 is super wet with rain and tears. i hope we can make this work. so sorry.
i never wanna lose you.

13th march 08.
i was so sleepy to go skool
at a freakin 9am.
so i yawned all the way
thinking my mum would let me watch movie with mad and phoebe
but apparently i maximised my quota of movies able to be watched
coz i watched 10,000 B.C and tons at home.
and she WONT let me):
haish.
so sorry mad and phoebe.
but we'll co-erce our MOVIE with MIND's cafe
YAY(:

today was kinda dull during UP!
so we mostly went for long breaks to chat and chat and chat!




*CHATTS*

then we went back to take pics with our UP-pity UP paper and clappers




OHYAH!
UP! has alot of training.

and in the end we were splitted into grps again.
for those tallest to shortest
to phoebe who might feel discriminated,
TALLER to tallest(:
HEHE.
happpy
and we got quacker oat balls for doing best roleplay which is...
about GAYWORLD and motivation
KB and James are nuts! but make perfect gays for our hotel(:

after this met t-ness to eat..
at QiJi.
had laksa while darling had mee rebus
*glad we're better *

then we decided to play mario at cs before goin home(:
so impromptu! but i had fun!

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