ever felt as though u were looking through an album and u were so transfixed with its contents that ur surrounding just ceases to exist? -a walk down memory lane... looking at the photographs and juz thinking about its simplicity yet reaching it was quite complex from the very beginning you start to wonder abt how thingz have became the times that have changed and u begin cherishing what you have u grasp it tightly . not ever wanting to let go coz letting go would mean losing everything.. then you start deciding and realise ur desires that seem so big are juz little pigments now and that the smallest things end up mattering the most a walk down memory lane..enlightening. is it not?? =) (((:



ONCE,AGAIN, NAVIGATE with the words " THIS IS MY LOVE STORY!"!!

I HAVE MOVED!!
pop-liquor.lj (:
see ya there!

KEY WORDS :

"SKIN,CONSERVATIVE,TUDUNG,I,SKIMPY"


says the girl in shorts.

"OWN,BUSINESS"

says the girl who needs other people to help defend her and went public abt it.


and i once thought she was a good friend.
HAHAHAH.
wad a joke!
i notice suddenly that the people i thought loved her.
have actually seen the true her.
and i can tell you, it aint purrrty.

bloody hell.
make ppl blood boil only.
harrumph!

venting. labeling. bullshit.

stereotyping.
labeling.
tagging a label.

everyone labels whether intentional or not.
but to actually express such a label to the whole world ie the net.
is that necessary.
is one actually showing that one stereotypes and in a way prejudices.
this is one of the lowest one can go in my opinion.

now, dont get me wrong.
but judging someone you barely know.
this is not understandable at all.
and neither is it sensible.

and yes, IT IS FOR FUN.
blabla.
but at the expense of hurting someone else's feelings.
thats gta be LOW.

so this raging pics and label thing
from green creatures, to lil mr and miss to pokemon etc.

labels i've been tagged.

people who dont really know me well.
- The annoying one and The one who wont shut up in lil ms and mr and pokemon(MEOW! ). ( this made me want to PUNCH someone's face because it came from a classmate i barely know in my sem2.2 and i cant believe i bother replying his smses and queries on questions about school and even going directly to the tutor for him, if this is how one shows gratitude than this is all time low,honestly.)

- The nosey one. ( If this is related to me being curious and asking questions than fine but i do not nose around other's people business blatantly and no less in a very small htm world where everyone knows everyone's business well and this is from a dude who barely spoke 2 words *i think, i dont rmbr talking to him* to me. okay judging someone primarily. oh-AM-GEE )

- The one that's out of place ( Okay, at first i am thinking, is this a bad thing? or a good thing? My first conscience said BAD because well, she's trying to say i'm neither here nor there and in a way, saying I dont BELONG. so what, am i an alien now? So fine, i dont fit in. But do i really want to fit in when being judged like that at first. I-DONT-THINK-SO. Then i thought this could be a good thing, i may be different and unique and so i dont fit, oh who am i kidding, i`m trying to be wads the word, oh yeah POSITIVE. right )

From someone I know well :

- The Drama Queen ( I`m fine with this. totally and really coz yes i am PANICKY and over conscious and hyper and daddy says so too..so i`m like OKAY(: )

THIS REALLY SHOWS HOW DIFFERENT SOMEONE WHO KNOWS YOU WELL AND SOMEONE WHO DSNT JUDGES AND I RECKON IF YOU ARE ACTUALLY CLOSE TO SOMEONE SUCH LABELS wont exist coz YOU TAKE INTO CONSIDERATION THEIR FEELINGS and I'd respect it if such action would actually stop, and i`ll never partake in such childish acts.


and

hey! lets face it...


i dont tell the whole world what i think of you, do I ?


P>S : you're thinking, oh come on, if you got a good label like MISS STYLISH, MISS FRIENDLY this post would never happen. And yes, that might be true, but hey HUMAN NATURE. and sometimes it can be really ironic.
life can be a bitch.

i wish i were insensitive than such labels wouldnt hurt me.

Labels: label.

I AM NOT FEELING EMPTY.
or am i?
and if so, what am i feeling EMPTY about?!

i need a list.
a list of things to do to actual give life
an actual
MEANING!

"I AM SUPER LAZY THIS SEMESTER"
which is why i have the MOST HORRIGIBLE GRADES EVER!
never study hard and this is what happens):
yea reen, tough semester, no rest, but still
I COULD HAVE ORGANISED MY TIME WELL!!!!!!

going to school
literally EVERYWHERE i look around
are all this smart people
and i feel like some stupid person who doesnt know much.
and maybe intimidated or dumbo.
its a sucky feeling but i feel it everyday sometimes...
why is it this way?

coz i am LAZY!
i can wish for so much
but its only up to me.

motivation resides in the bestest of friends though~.
loves.

i got the biggest shock in my whole presentation life today.
and will learn from it for future purposes.
and as if i`m already not kiasu enough, i gta be MORE kiasu!
so singaporean.
gah, ready to escape here ready.

i just dont wanna screw things up.
i may not be book smart or wdvr, but i really try my best and work hard.
haiz.
i guess i just gta work harder. ):

thanks mad and travun

and the 2h05 tissues(: